Want you, But can't have you.

.Wednesday, March 30, 2011' 8:32 AM Y

Think of you every night,

iloveyou my baobei (:

wow I haven't been blogging in ages... and wow, my tagboard kena spammed much ? lols. Well LOTS have happened ! (: First of all, I got into TP Moving Images wahahah then I have this wonderful person being my bf awww.... JAX FONG JING XUAN. yesh i know you dun like me say ur chinese name (: well basically, lots happened. Met up with my soon-to-be coursemates. Trying to arrange meeting with Rina and Dory time after time ! until finally we agree to go back Outram tgt today. LIKE FINALLY ZZZZZZZZZ............. and my bf is joining cos apparently he wants to shee my schoooolll ;p And yeah i'm gonna leave Starbucks soon to focus on STUDIES. It's been great working and not wasting my life at home la. ohya even with work ive been wasting most of my free time..... msn-ing... fb-ing... tweeting... anime watching... not blogging... :/ recently i went to USS ! (: Again ! (: it was like for youth club outing. Best part was (: bf came along (: and my family was on weekend trip to Batam. so after all the fun and fireworks show ((: bf stayed at my house for the night wahahaha. It's a really awesome feeling when you wake up next to the one you love. AND YES I REPEAT, love. today after collect O Level cert gonna go watch suckerpunch with bf ! (: P.S. I Love You (: LOVE, -mel-

.Tuesday, December 21, 2010' 10:37 PM Y

Think of you every night,

Birthday Tomorrow ! :P

anyway yeah as the title so clearly states..
My birthday's tomorrow ! hahaha
so called 'celebrated' yesterday at Vivo Modestos.
it's some italian restaurant..
cos i get to choose the place and i wanted my fav pasta.
dad say pastamania =.=ll abit, not nice la...
then see ad for Modestos, mum suggest to me.
then go there lor.. wtf the pasta damn ex there zzzz.
if eat there evryday will go broke very soon.. lols
the carbonara also not very fantastic :/
speaking of carbonara..
there's a new stall at vivo kopitiam which selling la...
also not the nice kind one =.=ll
i can just say that it's not the most horrible one i've tasted before.
anw... bought some stuff today :D
mum took half day off so came back at ard 2plus...
went to vivo to buy tix watch Hello Stranger :D
but then the 3:45 one is like 4th row from the front..
so bought for next timing 6:15pm.
went shopping... and yes bought some stuff...
lazy to say what is it la.. anything can directly ask me at tagboard.
provided i reply... definite answer not promised.
brother was complaining all the way..
I feel like just whacking his face lor.. so annoying.
movie was worth it :D
so niceeee ! sooo funny ! so omg ! :DDD
then when going by the exit back to shopping mall.
saw on the stage set out just now.... Mark Lee...
he at the Gala Premiere of his new movie..
his cast is like standing at the side of the stage lols...
then stay there watch awhile..
then they go in to watch the movie liaos.
so the crowd disperses and those watching head towards the theatre.
head to candy empire... then to kopitiam buy dinner.
yeah, dinner wasn't fantastic.
haizzz i dunno what to blog alrdy so i guess I'll be ending off here.

LOVE,
-mel-

.Thursday, December 16, 2010' 10:15 PM Y

Think of you every night,

TGIF: Thank God, I'm Fat. =.=ll

Not used to breakfast...
Partly due to the fact that i'm a late waker...
and also, recess timing considered breakfast,
usually eat bread like that only lor.
Then since the guests came, been waking up early =.=ll
and also been eating breakfast as a meal =.=ll
we went to see the merlion..
walked from cityhall mrt to the esplanade there.
saw the balls with new year wishes on them alrdy in the water..
some guys in a boat were going there to release more balls.
somehow it sounds wrong. =.=ll
walking to the merlion from the side of the esplanade there,
bro just asked a fucking stupid question.
I dunno why. To me he's just naturally annoying and irritating.
he say he like the taiwan release floating lanterns.
Why can't we follow them ?
wtf it's other country's tradition do for dunno how many years liao
go copy. wtf ?
dunno la. to me it's just fucking idiotic. =.=ll
anw take pics liao happy happy.
walk back to the citylink mall to go suntec and shop ard.
went to fountain wealth.
walked to foodcourt to eat lunch..
me, Joey and bro got form pastamania.
we dapao then bring over to the food court inside to eat.
i got turkey bacon cheese crumble.
wow, cheesy. crumbly. bacon-ey (?)
not bad la... abit gelat though :/
haiz.. after (fattening) lunch, went for more shopping.
then to carrefour which ended up leaving with kayne crying.
she wanted some toy or what then her mum dun wan buy for her.
haiya.. cry all the way.. then she her dad, my dad and bro go back home.
i stay with the rest of them then go marina square do abit of shopping.
walked ard lor.... basically, we did alot of walking these days :/
got this Mcdonalds choco chip shake. so thick and sweet =.=ll
called my dad.. arrange we go tiong bahru plaza to eat lor...
at that chinese restaurant xiao xuan feng.
eat til damn full. again another fattening meal. =.=ll
forget about even trying to fit into that dress from Valarie =.=ll
got home... ohya
what happened was bro follow jayne climb up onto my bed.
then i not happy la. i dont like him go on my bed what the fuck.
then i pull his arm til the side of the bed there.
and go shower cos my mum was chui-ing me to do it =.=ll
damn it lor.. i come out frm shower he still fucking well crying.
kena lecture from my dad later on.
with that idiot lying on the bed hug bolster and cry.
wtf lor zzzzzzz
anw i'm done on my rant abt my super annoying and irrtating bro.
okay ! i'm done now ! :D lols

LOVE,
-mel-

.Wednesday, December 15, 2010' 9:13 PM Y

Think of you every night,

Universal Studios. :D

This morning kena woken up early again. =.=ll
didn't pack so much cos don't know if can buy tix anot.
the family here on holiday think smart, alrdy booked in advance.
They didn't book for us cos dunno if me and bro can go.
Well got reached vivo to go buy tix take monorail.
One sign at the monorail entrance:
UNIVERSAL STUDIOS TICKETS SOLD OUT.
omg lor.. so we let them go by themselves.
me, dad and bro take bus back home.
then they called us when we halfway back,
say what they managed to get tix for bro and me lols.
hahas so got off the bus and walk back to the monorail station.
dad didnt think about giving us money =.=ll
heng me and bro combined got enough money lor.
took monorail... met them at entrance of USS.
(them: look at previous blogpost to see abt guests)
was a little tired from yesterday :/
so kinda thought that would be going home to slp :/
well, it was fun anw. Just that i was too tired to enjoy it *sigh*
wow lor. USS quite big.
and Dory was just there yesterday cos she go stay at RWS lols.
She pro manz, recently went MBS then go to RWS.
(MBS: Marina Bay Sands, RWS: Resorts World Sentosa)
walked through the main street there....
walked towards the madagascar part
go on the merri-go-round...
walked to far far away kingdom..
went on this enchanted airways roller coaster.
went to watch the 4D show.
walked to jurassic park there.
went on the canopy glider thing :/
walked to foodcourt go eat lunch ! lols
overpriced horrible food :D well, for the wanton noodles i ate.
i ordered the soup vers la..
1) Costs $6.80 (but got $5 food voucher)
2) Doesn't come with the charsiew (wanton noodles shld have de)
3) The best part of it was the soup
well basically, yeah.
walked to the Egypt part.
was going on the Revenge of the mummies roller coaster.
and their lockers by the side all automated, so cool :P
walked thru the passageway towards the roller coaster place,
basically where the queue would be if it crowded to the entrance.
reached inside where there's like aircon.
i was alrdy a little spooked out =.=ll
cos it's very dim lighting..
with decor of the probable inside of a pyramid,
all the hieroglyphs and whatever.
zzzzz i dunno i'm kinda scared of mummies :/
must be traumatised by the movie The Mummy.
I was like 6 or younger when my parents let me watch =.=ll
my sense of what is CGI was like .... zero ?
so from all seven us going to ride roller coaster,
reduced to only 3. Jayne(the youngest), her mum, me and bro went out.
so us the two kids wanna go this jeep ride thing.
It moves by itself, can pretend drive it only. And boring =.=ll
while queing, my bro is so fucking annoying sia =.=ll
got on le... wow it go one round with certain 'dangers'
well, scary for kids lor.. i'm only kid-like for candy and other kiddy stuff.
from the two older kids who took the rollercoaster,
it was fun for them la... but no, i don't like the dark =.=ll
and i don't like mummies :/
one day drag some bf I'll have there lor...
i rmb... that's time my kor was my bf..
brought jap buddies out to escape theme park.
they wanna go in the haunted house...
i grab my kor and he's like guiding me with my eyes closed =.=ll
anw. after Egypt thing... decide to turn back.
go towards where we head from in the other direction.
New York city quite cool hahas.
Sci-fi world got three rides only..
Accelerator (a.k.a spinning cups of amusement parks)
two main rides of the USS: the rollercoasters
walked back to jurassic park to take the rapids adventure :D
we're like all covered up with raincoats haha.
but still w/o raincoats, i would have been one of the least drenched.
walked to waterworld to watch the 5:00pm show.
walked to souvenir shop next to 4D place.
haha got this mini ferris wheel inside the store..
my bro and jayne went in one of the 'gondolas'
then joey and me go in another.
haha saw this senior of mine there.
so cool sia he works at RWS ):
but he's in some elf like costume. :P
his name's edmund. no rina, it's not THAT edmund.
headed to souvenir shops to find some USS shirts.
OKAY shall end here before people die from boredom halfway.
PEACE OUT ! :P

LOVE,
-mel-

.Tuesday, December 14, 2010' 8:43 PM Y

Think of you every night,

Day At The Zoo.

yayyy i'm back at home :P
haha this morning went down to hawker centre to eat !
i found out we were not gonna take car there... =.=ll
after ate liao went back home awhile..
i changed my sling bag to small haversack..
dad say too small, so i switched to his.
heng also. with his one got cushion still abit suan =.=ll
brought snack from home :D
also brought dad's DSLR so can go take nice pics ! :D
zzzz high resolution shots = long fb upload time *sigh*
currently in the process of uploading pics on fb....
interested can go check it out at my fb page:
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1022561831
headed to tiong bahru take mrt
ohya...
as i was heading on the DOWN escalator to mrt...
opp on the UP escalator... was a certain someone =.=ll
wtf ??! ETWL ??
why the fuck ??!
oh look i'm psychic now.
two dreams about him and suddenly we crossed paths. =.=ll
never underestimate the power of your dreams o_O
anyway... trained down to Jurong where switch over to red line.
trained down to cck.. take 927 to the Zoo.
and btw 927 take so damn long to come =.=ll
and the metal rail thing which can sit, aches to sit on it =.=ll
finally reached the Zoo....
while they were buying tix, i started going ard taking pics :D
okok blahblahblah finally left the zoo liaos
I went out first sitting smwhere in front of that small pizza shop.
their food is seriosuly over-priced
each SLICE of pizza, costs $7.90. wtf ?? =.=ll
erm... i got nothing much to say now sia :/
took same route back to tiong....
went kopitiam to eat...
then went back home le !
i haven't shower yet ! what the fuck !
cos got distracted by internet =.=ll
bad internet =.=ll zzzzz

LOVE,
-mel-

.Monday, December 13, 2010' 10:17 PM Y

Think of you every night,

Tired From A Day's Walking.

when woke up was like busy getting ready for our guests.
why my parents' bed so heavy de.... =.=ll
and make this screeching sound when push it to the side..
haiz.. when they came i was like hot and sweaty =.=ll
so fucking unglam sia.
went to take quick shower,
then they all took turns to shower also..
headed to vivo to walk around...
Wanted to go starbucks buy my choco chip cream frapp :D
Saw many familiar partners there haha including roseline !
She was trainee with me that time ! haha
then went to counter to order...
Jake and Sha were like standing there lols...
so like i ordered liaos... then they tell me go stand there and wait..
I was like i haven't pay yet... o_O
then they say nvm nvm go there before Jack and Alex come out
btw Jack as asst. store manager, Alex is one of the managers.
zzzzz so got my free drink liaos.
went to get straw then jack was hi and everything.
then he say, you know your friend nvr show up for work right =.=ll
then like i told him yeah i know liao...
zzzz Alvin why you make me answer to them =.=ll
ohya i nvr intro the kids yet
three kids that are here with their mum and dad.
Jayne is the youngest.
Joey is like 12 yrs old
Joycelyn is 14, oldest of the three.
All three are Js ! :P
ahhhh so tired lor walk ard at vivo there haiz.
who knows where we're going tmr...
it can be the sg zoo, science centre or sentosa.... =.=ll
yeah.. stopped by starbucks again cos i spotted familiar faces.
saw Angus there hahaha, and Derrick too.
guess the people i saw just now shift all over le lols.
ahhhh i miss working at starbucks ):
i wanna work there soonnnn.... why my bday so far away.
jayne very funny sia....
her laughter make me laugh sia...
cos the laughter sounds so funny sia.... funny til make me laugh.
well... guess i'm gonna end off pretty soon.
and told rina just now.
Setting up dream filter !
No more dreams of especially ETWL !!!!
and CFZH, CWR, MC and ALHH.
lols no i shall not reveal their full names.

LOVE,
-mel-

.' 10:18 AM Y

Think of you every night,

Rina, You got your wish.

Yes, Rina. I dreamt abt your beloved again =.=ll
Today dad's friend's sister is coming to sg with her family.
That is herself, her husband, and her 3 children.
Hmmm, I finished Kiba ytd ! :DDD
But sad la, i wish it could continue going on awww...
but Yulia tell bout a new anime....
so i started watching that one. so cute sia !
Kateikyoushi Hitman Reborn! KHR for short.
It's like super cool lor hahaha.
there's a descendant for 10th generation Vongola family mafia.
and they got cool bullets de hahaa...
it's like what Dying Will bullet,
person shot with this has a 'dying will' if he has regrets.
If not, he just dies. lols
Reborn had a funny way of saying it when the guy asks.
He says "i'm a hitman"
hahahas nevertheless it is funny...
I like this kind of anime with the weird faces :P
sometimes i wish we were living in an anime world.
Then we can give all the diaoz and shocked signs as well :D
Anyway....
On to my another weird dream =.=ll
Rina you can consider this an early xmas present..
So i don't have to buy anything for you ! wahahaha :P
erm it's like start off in a classroom in outram (yes, outram sec)
I decided to retake O Level Maths :/
don't even know if that's possible.
okok so who's sitting next to me..... ?
ETWL =.=ll o_O
sitting opp me is Yulia (don't ask me why)
sitting next to Yulia is Dorothy Chan ! :P lols
there were other people behind my viewpoint,
but it wasn't in my dream.
anw... yulia and dory i guess they headed off to toilet...
leaving me with .... by myself. =.=ll
we're somehow sitting next to each other..
why leh ? i don't know =.=ll
so when we brush against each other,
he's like annoyed kind la say what 'don't knock me' or what.
he has an iPad. why did i dream of him having an iPad. =.=ll
well he's playing with it.... also with his iPhone.
hey, he's an Apple fan =.=ll
so well i'm looking at him play la...
then i wanna play with his phone.
he say switch it to camera mode tell me take pics of him o_O
and can also take pics of myself etc.
whyyyyy...... ? =.=ll
but then he pass the phone to me
is like looking at me and holding my hand.
OMFG get out of my dreams !
teacher comes in...
it's this kind of fierce teacher zzzz....
i'm like reading thru what seems to be a new syllabus textbook.
why the last few chpts got about starbucks corporation =.=ll
then i'm like drama-ing in front of dory...
say what 'i'm alrdy working at starbucks, why we learning bout this ??!'
and im maths somemore =.=ll
ETWL is seemingly ignorant about this rant.
cos he's busy playing with his wonderful ipad =.=ll
then we're assigned work...
the whole bunch of us are talking with each other...
ET still playing with his ipad......
the rest of the 'class' seems to be noisy too
cos the teacher is like some bitch.
she's going around whacking this cane on the tables.
and also people's hands =.=ll
then come over to our tables did the same thing to us.
it's like whack on the top part of our hands.
ET is oblivious to what's going on.
then teacher snatches ipad from him and confiscates it.
then she's like 'hand over ur iphone as well'
he hands it over reluctantly... duh.
i'm like trying not to laugh :x
then E's like seeing use rubbing our hands
then he holds mine and look at it and like
'are you okay ? Does it hurt ?'
seriously what is wrong with my brain....
then we're like back to listening to the teacher again.
E is like sitting next to me right ?
then he just holds my hand,
under the tables so the teacher won't see it..
Then i wake up. At like 9:30 in the morning.
OMFG i hate this dream ! Like it'll ever happen.
NO, I'M NOT FUCKING RETAKING MATHS.
and that concludes the end of this blogpost
any questions ?
no i'm not f-ing answering your questions. =.=ll
Bye ! :D

LOVE,
-mel-